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I DID NOT WRITE THAT IN MY BLOG, I SWEAR!!! SOMEONE ACTUALLY SPAMMED ME AND BANNED ME FROM WRITING!!! I AM SERIOUS THAT I DID NOT WRITE THAT OMG!!!!! OK FINE, TOMMOROW I CLEAR EVERYTHING.

Yo all! (no other subjects i know is exciting to me)

Man, today is boring ONCE AGAIN. I DON'T KNOW WHAT to do now. I don't feel like talking today too much as i don't really have alot of time on my computer today. Just want to say i played soccer. THATS all. Well i will post alot mroe stuff tommorow. Sorry for the post inconvinence.

Yesterday and Today

OK, lets talk about yesterday first. RIGHT!! Yesterday, 6 people came to my house. They are Charles, Yi rui, Wei Teck, Yong Ming, Nicholas and Shun Rong. The people who said they might come but did not were Gerald and Ying Sheng. Ok Wei Teck and Shun Rong brought their Laptop to my house. So sianz. Give Wei Teck the wireless and give Shun Rong wire. LOL!! Then after that play and play and play. So sianz on the day they come the "GIRL" added me to facebook. So scared sia. All of them kept talking crap about me and Yi rui immediately clicked accept for me. So scared sia. They then go RAID MY RESTAURANT CITY TO GO BUY ALL THE CRAP!!! WHAT PRINCESS TABLE UNTIL I BROKE!!! SO ANGRY WITH Yi Rui for doing that. Then all 6 of them HUNGRY LIKE SIAO!! What can i do??? They wanted to eat ice cream, i fake them say expired. HEHE!! Then after that so many of them go raid my dining room. All eat my stuff. Then some people went to the first floor of my house to play soccer. My living room BIG, BUT NOT BIG TO PLAY SOCCER!!!! PLZ LA HOR!!! Scared the glass break.Then after that Yong Ming and Wei teck left. Charles, Yi rui, Shun Rong and Nicholas go my GYM. Lucky this time no security come extra!! Then they left for DINNER while i go home for chinese tution. SO SIANZ.

Today, A LITTLE SCARED. Got boring math, then LIBRARY. I dun wan pay the cricket book. $3 liaoz. Mr Jay a.k.a JayFace, thought that i FAS(Financial Assistance Support). He think i what? But never mind, i dun care liaoz. Then got LITERATURE. I think i will fail this test. Then reccess. After reccess is the same old SCIENCE. Quite funny. Then i had ENGLISH. TAN KUAN KUAN a.k.a Tan Ku Ku, come extra talk crap. Then had chinese, thought it was the same fun stuff to do with the smiling teacher, but then he never come today. So sad. Then i thought the tall chinese woman gonna relieve us, BUT THEN got to GO TO THE HIGHER CHINESE CLASS!!! STRESS!!! Alot of people make me scared to go in the class. ALL CAUSE OF THEM LA!!! Then talk crap with Nicholas. Met Tracy, Cynthia and a random girl. I said something and they all laughed.... LOL!!! Then went up again, talking in Boqi's group. SIANZ LOR!!!! LAUGH HERE LAUGH THERE.... i think i distracted the class but hu cares??? I am a talkative person. LOL!!! Then after that had thinking programme. Matthew had to spoil my TP. Then me and Faruq talk stupid crap loser stuff. HEHE. Then after 25 MINUTES OF being bored, the whole crap finishes. Then went to exercise. After that, Cindy, Marrissa, Faruq and a HORNY girl went to Mc Donald's. Talk about crap. Then went home to have Tution. After that BLOG LOR. Well, DING DONG, time to post. Gonna go revise for my exams LIAOZ BYES!!!

Wa today and tommorow are big days

Today i had british council. SO SIANZ LA!!! The same old stuff but then Casia and Marrisa called me in class. Kena scolded by teacher. SO sad. Then after that i went home. Casia and Marrisa were waiting for me. Then both of them book Tennis at 3pm to 4pm. I then took them to class. So sianz. Casia go let me see her facebook and she showed me that the "GIRL" actually play restaurant city also. *SMILES* Later at night go Casia's blog see pictures Then they played Tennis. ZZZ

After Tennis, we went to supermarket buy stuff. I got popsicle. Then i dunno what Casia got. But i know Marrisa bought POCA SWEAT and APPLE JUICE. Then we went to SWENSENS. Marrisa treated me and Casia A REGULAR EARTHQUAKE. There is 8 scoops of icecream with toppings. It tastes GREAT. Casia got the picture so go to her blog. Then we went to SASA. Casia bought some stuffs that are meant for girls so i didn't care. LOL, i was playing my PSP. Then we went to party city. Then Marrisa treated me and Casia again on a jaw breaker(its like gobstopper). Then Marrisa left. Then i left leaving Casia alone so sad. OH YA, i am suppose to say this for Marrisa treating me and Casia. WE LOVE U!!!! Man i go play facebook restaurant city liaoz BB!!!!!!!!

OMG THIS "GIRL"

Lol i post this because i cannot forget this girl. I also dunno why i cannot forget her but never mind. ZZZZZZZZ WELL what Faruq say is true. Once you like a person you cannot forget a person. What Shun rong say is also true. Love is like a chilli. Bite it? It burns doesn't it .

NVM i miss my cousin. WEll THIS "GIRL" IS REALLY A PERSON I CANNOT FORGET. Well i will try to delay my thinking about her after my exams. I try.

some pictures.... of my cousin. ITs a girl!!

This one i also dunno who but then my family took the picture so...



MASTER CHIEF!!!

Good day FELLA'S!!!

The above picture is my cousin in St andrew junior college. Its the girl not the guy PLZ! YO YO YO!!! I am feeling so happy today. There is no NCC plus me and Faruq played Gundam Seed and Star Wars together in the PSP. SO HAPPY!!!! Ai yo..... the stupid thing is that i was forced by some guy to add this "GIRL" in facebook but i think i should let the "GIRL" decide. AI YO!!! I was very sad when FARUQ TOLD ME TO DO so many exercises that ruined my recess and time after school but it paid off hehe. I got a tougher stomach but still 2 packs.... I WAN CRY!!!

Ok, CASIA PLAYS RESTAURANT CITY LIAOZ YAY!!!! SO happy. Ai yo, En li play also la... Faruq not happy with Chelsie. Chelsie not happy with Faruq. I dun want talk about this angry stuff liaoz. Now that Matthew and Tracy and friends again, i can have some peace by Matthew not being HEARTBROKEN. He so dramatic. Ai yo. No time for fun man. WELL so sians BYES

OMG MATTHEW!!!!!!!!!

Oh ya, i forgot to post something stupid Matthew did. I was trying to forget this "GIRL". I stopped looking at this "GIRL". But then STUPID MATTHEW MADE ME REMIND ABOUT THIS "GIRL". I am fed up sia. I cannot take it you know. Then suddenly so mad........ i also dunno what happened to him these 2 days. Maybe he need to cool down man. I think HE SHOULD STOP BEING SO CRAZY ABOUT IT!!! MAN, I WILL TRY TO SOLVE THE PROBLEM HE HAVE. But then, the "GIRL" is always around the person i am helping. That made me hard to help him. I just cannot forget about this "GIRL" even though i tried to talk stuff that might have some swearing. LIKE F*** OR S***. But then i still cannot forget about this "GIRL". NEVER MIND........ I too stressed to write anymore. Time for FACEBOOK restaurant city.

Another day of sadness

Hi.... today i am very tired. Today, i did crap. All the way till recess when Ying Sheng pushed me and wanted to punch me. Well, he stopped after pushing me and doing the punching post. Then Miss Tan extra. TALK SO MUCH!!!! Then me and Ying Sheng good friends again. SMILES. Then Matthew got problem...... I had nothing to do about me and he drag me into it. As if got any girl in 2e2 read my blog...... SERIOUSLY...... TOO DRAMATIC SIA MATTHEW. If you read my blog and you are a 2e2 guy or girl, tag la...... i want to prove matthew that no 2e2 is reading my blog....... ZZZZZZZZ. I have chinese tution. Then blog now. I want to go facebook play restaurant city. SEIOUSLY FUN. WELL BYE!!! BOOM!!!!

ZZZ another day of blogging..... No Wonder oni bored people do it

Ok HI!!! Today, i went to church. Saw matthew and his family. Matthew was wearing a red shirt. Then i went to eat pizza hut. Then i got home and my guitar teacher taught me stuffs on the guitar. I ACTUALLY CAN PLAY THE SONG LIAOZ!!! YAY!!! YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Then after that i played halo. I kenna owned........ I keep getting snipered on the head. Hu cares... Then i had chinese tution. Then when i went to my blog, GOT MATTHEW!!!! WA I ALSO DUNNO HE DOWN HERE SIA!!!! NVM... Then i ask shun rong and eric that i goign to play facebook liaoz. ZZZ... ADD HIM TO HOTMAIL 1st W00T!!!!!

Well, i cut my heair today ler... Tommorow i be laughing stock again. NVM i dun care. OMG, WHY STILL CANNOT FORGET THIS "GIRL"!!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG

VERY BORED + SAD..... AGAIN But also HAPPY now......

I so sad again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again. LOL!!!! SO LOOKS LIKE I AM THE ONLY ONE SAD. I want to go and sleep sia. But then, i wanna post this first, so that people can read and not go to my blog and see the same old crap i wrote 1000000000000000000000000000000000years ago. YEAH U GOT THAT!!!


So i will start this off by British Council. This crap tution is CRAP!!! My teacher, Miss Kate Tellechea, is nice but very strict omg..... Then there was this popular girl in my class name NICOLE... I dun want to talk about it. PLZ......... Then in my british council class, out of 14, we had 7 crumpler. What a record!!! ZZZZZZZZ Then, we learned about some crap in english about similes and metaphors. LAME. THEN I KEPT LOOKING AT THE CLOCK WAITING FOR IT TO REACH 12.30PM BEFORE I CAN GET OUT FROM THE CRAP!!!! I had BRITISH COUNCIL FROM PRIMARY6. From miss Beasley to miss Tumber to mr Donovan then miss kate. ALL THE TEACHERS ARE BORING!!!! But Miss Kate is the prettiest teacher of the whole British Council. Very serious. Then i can finally go, i was freaking happy. Took out my PSP and played Soccer with my friends. Man i won them. First game is LIVERPOOL 5(me)-CHELSEA 3(my friend). Then i vs my other friend netherlands 2(me)-portugal 0(my friend). Then i went to eat at some fancy chinese restaurant. Then i went home. On the way home, i saw some hot babes. HEHE, serious............ Then one of my friend tried to sweet talk. HEHE he failed, then the girls ignored him hehehe!!! HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO!!!!!!Then i reached home. I slept like 2hours because of the stupid PE on thursday and even more stupid NCC made me march 2hrs 45minutes non stop. I feel sick. Then i wanted to call Casia but i forgot her number again. Then i wanted to call Faruq but fell asleep hehe. SRY.


Man no movie....... Then i played PSP and watch some Hannah Montana.(PLEASE DUN LAUGH, I AM WITH MY FRIEND AND HIS GIRLFRIEND WATCHING IT) Then me and my friend and his girlfriend played monopoly. Wa my friend is japanese-Canadian and his girlfriend is Australian(ANG MOR SIA!!! THEY BOTH STUDY IN SINGAPORE AUSTRALIAN INTERNATIONAL SCHOOL a.k.a SAIS) Then i sent them home. They live like 5minutes away. Then got back to my hosue. SO sianz my house got stairs, nearly fell. WHY MUST MY HOUSE HAVE STAIRS!!!! SIA YOU KNOW I HATE MY HOUSE IN PANDAN VALLEY, ULU PANDAN ROAD.(NEAR HOLLAND ROAD AND ORCHARD, but not very near orchard) THE SECURITY IN PANDAN VALLEY SUCKS!!!! ME AND NICHOLAS WANTED TO GYM THERE< BUT THEN THEY SCOLD HERE SCOLD THERE) I WANT TO PUNCH THEM SIA!!!! AT LEAST RIDGEWOOD(which is beside my house oni...) CAN HAVE GYM WITHOUT ANY GURADS AROUND!!!!) STUPID GUARDS, I SAID F*** TO THEM. THEN DUN CARE, SO WHY SHOULD I CARE!!! SEE THEIR F***ING FACE, GO AND DIE!!!! Then, i blog lor. BLOG AND BLOG AND BLOG AND BLOG AND BLOG. Then i want to play restaurant city liaoz BB!!! FACEBOOK ROX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO SAD!!! AGAIN........zzzzz

OMG, today can be the most boring day. First my mom drive me to school. Then we had FnN. It is freaking boring. Nothing to do but a woman had to talk and talk. Then we had math. Math boring la. Got the mr SIA a.k.a PRAWN. After that, we had history. Mr Jay looked so gay and he showed us a youtube video. SO Sianz. Then we had reccess. Reccess time was very horrible for me. I was so angry when, NVM.... Then the performance started. It was HORRIBLE. IT RUINED MY 2HRS!!! OMG I COULD HAVE SLEPT. BUT SKINHEAD DM TAN EXTRA. Then out of the whole day 10 people kept saying on who i like..... Very sianz. After that i played soccer. SO BORING ALSO. SO I LEFT TO REST. Then i had NCC. SO BORING OMG. ALL THE MARCHING AND ALL THE CRAP MAKES ME SICK!!!! I WANTED TO PASS OUT, BUT I WANTED TO SHOW THAT I CAN MARCH SO NVM. Then i went home............................ Play Restaurant City in Facebook then blog lor. Well BYES

ZZZZZ SO SAD

AIYA, SINCE I BORED AND STRESSED TODAY, must well just talk about this "GIRL". I like this girl in july 2008. I liked her cause i bored and i wanted to think so something to do so i won't be bored. I dreamt seriously that for some unknown reasons, i just think that i felt bad when alot of people keep talking to me about this"GIRL" and pointing me to her and calling her to me. I saw her so embarrased that i decided to risk it all by not talking anything about me liking or loving her anymore.(BUT I STILL POST FOR FUN!!) You know how fond i am about her..... Its just cause i like her accidentally also. I got some friends and neighbours who know this girl!!! My neighbour who lives above me one level, are both girls..... They got a penhouse, so every barbacue i would go up to there house to barbecue. The girls are called NATASHA AND the other sister i forgot the name leh. SUDDENLY FORGET. BOTH ARE FROM RAFFLES GIRLS PRIMARY SCHOOL...... NATASHA IS THE OLDER SISTER AND SHE IS SECONDARY 1. SHE KNEW THIS "GIRL" once i told her the name. She then told me stuffs about her.... I cannot go on further as she sya its private. LOL..... SO errr, now still sad. But still cannot forget this "GIRL" LEH!!!! VERY SAD!!! NVM, the people that cheer me up today were NICHOLAS, DANIEL TAN AND FARUQ TODAY. BYE BYE!!! I GO FACEBOOK

Very Tired sia

Today, i am very tired. In dance, we had to do stupid cartwheels or wateva CRAP LA!! I also dunno..... NVM! Lets talk business. When it came to the hall, the first thing that caught my eye was the saxaphone. I really like the saxaphone. But when i realized it was jazz, i fell asleep. I slept on my crumpler bag sia. So comfortable!!! Out of nowhere i saw the "GIRL". I knew she hated me, so i had to let it go. I rather don't talk then make a fool out of myself. FORGET ABOUT HER PLZ!!!!!

Ok, then me and Faruq made fun of a guy who read woman magazines and has a maskara(i also dunno what is it). Well forget about it. OK then he and me eat chips and played Truth Or Dare. He actually is a little GAY!! I thought he was never gay!! BUT HE IS!!! Omg, i am not gonna say what happened as it is very disturbing. Ok, then i made up my mind that tomorrow, EN LI your gonna stay back after school. I tell you why in details tomorrow.

Then i had stupid TUTION. CANNOT TAKE IT SIA. SO BORINGwell you should know how boring Chinese tutions are. Then nothing to do, play with my contact lens lor. On Monday i wore it but it is freaking uncomfortable. So i gave them to my mother. I spent $75 SIA!!! NEVER MIND. I PREFER WEARING SPECTACLES. Well you know i kind of hate it as you know i kind of miss Goh Li Yun as a FRIEND! I bet my Former Best Friend Jerald Ong is eying her. NVM!! I also dun care.
You should know that the "GIRL" that i USED to LOVE hates me. I know, so i decided i do nothing. SMILES. Then MDM HENG TOLD ALL THE STUFF ABOUT OUR ACADEMIC STUDIES BLAHBLAHBLAH. I got stressed out as why i should apologize to the class when i actually did not do anthing wrong. ALL THANKS TO SOMEONE WHO LITTERED. I HATE THAT PERSON. Well its all over now, so i am not that ANGRY. Well then, school is over today. I LOVE IT, but there is school tomorrow. I hate to go to school as it is very boring. I only like to go to school as there are my bestfriends in school and you should know who else in our school.(TANGLIN SECONDARY SCHOOL) Wow, i just cannot forget what gay stuff Faruq actually did.(DON'T TELL FARUQ!!! LATER HE KILL ME!!) I just love to do stuffs that might aid schoolmates. I don't know why but i love to be bored. WELL DON'T ASK ME WHY!! cause i also dunno hehe. WELL WELCOME TO READ MY BLOG JIA XUAN!! My old classmate. ZZZ TIME TO POST THIS CRAP CRAP CRAP!!! Still cannot forget this "GIRL"!! STUCK IN MY MIND FOR 9MONTHS LIAOZ!! ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

omg why can't i forget THIS "GIRL"

Omg, yesterday night when i wanted to sleep, i dreamt i was talking to my good friends in my primary school which i ended up deleting them on my facebook, hotmail, blog,blah blah blah. Thats not the whole point. But then one of my friends told me if i liked a girl. I just liked this girl just because i was bored and i got nothing to dream of.......... Thats all........... nothing else lol.


Oh ya, i forgot to tell you my very very deep secret. It was when i was in America, Carlifonia,LA.(Los Angeles). OK the first night with my best friend from ACS(BARKER ROAD), his name is Scott Khoo. We talked about who we liked in our hotel room as me him, and his oldest brother Sean Khoo. I didn't say anything. But when we played Truth or Dare, the Pepsi bottle pointed at me so i could choose Truth or Dare. I had to choose truth as the Dare was to go around the hotel half naked.(only underwear allowed) Then Scott sabotage me sia!! He told me to say of who i liked. I told him it was his sister, but then he told me that it is impossible as i told him i hated his sister. ME AND MY STUPID MOUTH. So i told him it was this "GIRL". He then said "Oh Raymond(My nickname), is this girl pretty or not." I did not respond. I quickly turned on the tv, and OMG I WAS SO LUCKY. The show was Hannah Montana in disney channel!!! I told him to keep quiet as he knew that my favourite female artist is Miley Cyrus.(I know i'm sick but all my best friends know this only, but i wanna spread it out now as it is no longer that important to keep it as a secret.) On the second day of the vacation, i and his whole family went to The main street of LA. I saw ANGELINA JOLIE!!!! MAN SHE's HOT. Then we went to Universal Studio's!!!! I had so MUCH FUN. But the first part was quite gay. I and scott went to the haunted house where i forced to go.(He knew i was scared in there.) He kept saying that i would not dare to go in. But then i and him went in. Once I went in, OH MAN!! I HUGGED HIM AND moved. One of the part was where we had to climb the stairs, so i pulled his necked,(Mind you this GUY IS FREAKING MUSCULAR!!! HE plays RUGBY.) Yup, so when we went out of it, he kept saying that i as super Gay and i actually liked it!(I mean it......) Then he said if i did that to him infront of this "GIRL", that "GIRL" would freaking hate me.(That was like 4 months ago.)


On the third day,(Man this is like:ON THE THRID DAY HE ROSE AGAIN IN THE RESSURECTION OF THE DEAD!JESUS CHRIST). We went to DisneyLand. He gave me this Disneyland Souvenior and that i must give it to this "GIRL". But till now the souviner is still in my possession.(Too scared to give) I talked to much about America.(I promise i will talk more about it tomorrow.)


Ok now JAPAN.(i went there in DEC LAST year also but its only a two night stay there so i did not care as it is a transit. But i dreamt about this "GIRL" when i was half way sleeping. I felt that i could not dream about being Gay at all. I CANNOT DREAM ABOUT BEING GAY FROM last year JULY till this year APRIL. I still cannot dream about gaying i dunno why. But Japan is too boring to talk.


Lets talk about when i was in Australia. I went australia last year as well. I think around OCTOBER OR NOVEMBER. BAD MEMORY CANNOT REMEBER PROPERLY.>.< I went to my cousin's house to stay there for 15 days. They asked me on who i liked also. They told me who they liked too. They told me they like Krystal.(She's a model from Australia. She is seriously hot! You want prove go google her!! She was also the face in Need For Speed Carbon i think.) I got to tell them who i liked as their mother was the one who paid for everything to let me go Australia as my Mother was going to Korea for a while. Well, well me and my cousin played laser sports there and it was awesome!!!! Seriously!!!!!


Till now, i still cannot forget this "GIRL". I JUST DON'T KNOW WHY!! I cannot be GAY at all for quite a long time as long as that "GIRL" is in sight or in my HEAD. When i am with Faruq and the "GIRL" is not around i would still GAY HIM. I would. WELL GERALD IS MY GOOD FRIEND. I CANNOT GAY HIM AT ALL I DON'T KNOW WHY. Agassi told me that i should not be gay at all even though the "GIRL" is not around. But the truth is, Gay was my hobby since i left my Ang Mor Best Friend in Queenstown Primary School. I just became an Emo king now. Don't misunderstand. Sometimes i looked angry when i am following Matthew is just cause i tried to change my habit from Gay to Emo. Thats all, nothing bad rite??? Omg this "GIRL" is just impossible to get out of my mind. Why is gaying not fun anymore? WHAT SUPERPOWER DOES THIS "GIRL" HAVE!!! I WANT AN EXPLANATION!!!!! NOW TIME TO POST THIS FREAKING POST!!!!

OK I TELL U WHO I LOVE

The person i loved is my MOTHER!!! She got me a crumpler bag, got me a new nike shoe, got me nike socks, and gave me $50 in a week!!! NOW THAT CALLED A MOTHER!!! YEAH!! Man what a mom. Well tired to write anymore crap. i will post later.zzzz i go watch gay videos. hehe........

MATTHEW THATS THE FINAL STRAW!!!

Ok, Matthew you made me freaking lose face infront of people now. I like hate school now cause of U! You forced me to talk a person who is a friend of your FRIEND. Well I am not that interested in her now!!! OK, please stop making me make a fool out of myself!! I want to be friends with my class and other class! I will not give any more small secrets!! The person I really LOVED is actually NOT THAT PERSON!!!!! I am so not interested! I got freaking mad CAUSE U MADE ME DO STUPID STUFF!! I only talked to that "HUMAN" cause Faruq made the FUCKING BET with me that if i talked to that "HUMAN" i would get to tell the person he loved that he loved *******************************************************. OK!!!!!! NOW THAT PEOPLE ARE TALKING THAT I like,love or whateva CRAP! OK u made me LIKE THE PERSON!! BUT I MUSTER MY COURAGE TO SAY THAT I ACTUALLY LIKE EVERYONE AS A FRIEND!! EVERYONE, except 1 that i loved.(Dun worry its not from TANGLIN SECONDARY SCHOOL). NOW THAT THIS IS OVER, PEACE BE WITH U GIRL!!! HOPE U UNDERSTAND EVERYTHING........... Sry if i embaressed u. It was all a plan. I AM SORRY. Don't KILL ME!!! THIS IS A MISUNDERSTANDING!!! WELL NOW THIS IS SOLVED, I CAN GO AND PLAY MAPLE STORY AND BE MORE GAY!! BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

omg this is soo cool!

YES, I GOT MY CRUMPLER BAG YES YES YES!!!!!!!!!! I SO LOVE IT!!!! OMG I SO LIKE LOVE THIS BAG!!!! Its got so many cool stuff man! OK now for some entertainment. YES!!! I GOT AGASSI'S SCHOOL!!! YAY MY MAMA SAID I WILL BE GOING TO HONGKONG IN JUNE!!! SO I CAN GO TO AGASSI'S SCHOOL! BUT I AM SORRY TO SAY THE SCHOOL IS IN A CHINESE NAME LOL!!! And oh ya, I am so freaking mad about being GAY RIGHT NOW!!! MAN i gotta call my bro and tell him i wanna kiss him in the phone. MAN HES GOT THE CHEST!!! He is oni 11 and hes got 4 packs, i am 13 and i only got 2 packs!!! THATS NOT FAIR!!!!!!!!! MAN I GOTTA GO TO GYM MORE OFTEN!!! I WANNA BE A muscular BASTARD!!! W00T yeah u heard that!! BASTARD w00t!!

I am so gonna trick Matthew. I make sure i sleep in my friends house today cause i wanna play gay games!! LOL, serious............ AGASSI WAS MY GAY FREAK!!!! SUCK MY errr ............. err................... err............... (never mind). Man i can't wait to go to school so i can be a gay again!! YAY!! well time to sing a song. OK errrrrr i wanna be nerd? OK! I WANT TO BE A NERD. On Monday err 1st period i am gonna be a nerd asshole!! yeah u heard that! A+B=100%negative!!! WOOT!!!!! Well gotta go see other gays to talk to BYE!!!! Nicholas, errr so we go GYM at Tuesday ok???

ZZZZ I HAD TO DO THIS TO QUIET THE SCHOOL

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!! OK FINE, I SURRENDER! I dun wan to talk about ME LIKING CRAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OK~ NOW THAT GIRL'S GOT A GUY WHO LIKES HER IN SEC 3 PLZ LA HOR!!!! YOU KNOW SHES GOT PROBLEMS!!! I WANT TO END IT!! OK I GOT TO BE HONEST. I LIKED HER BUT NOT ALOT ANYMORE!!! I LET THE SEC 3 GUY HAVE HER!!! HE IS MORE OF A HANDSOME GUY THAN ME.( to be frank i look like a fucker) I AM SERIOUS!!! SO LET THE GIRL HAVE PEACE TO LIKE THE SEC 3 DUDE!!! HE'S ALL YOURS!!!!! THE SEC 3 GUYS FOR YOU!!! LOVE HIM AND I PROMISED YOU WILL LEAD A WONDERFUL LIFE WITH HIM!!!!!!!! BE girlfriend and boyfriend ok!! GOOD LUCK!! smiles~ seriously...... THE SEC 3 IS FREAKING HANDSOME SIA!!! I MEAN IT!!!!( ACTUALLY I WAS TOO DRAMATIC BUT NEVER MIND)


WOW MATTHEW ROX!!! HE TREATED ME 2 DRINKS at 7-eleven Where i saw this group of girls... talking. Then nicholas called me to say that i go home with matthew 1st. W00T TODAY NO TUTION but there is guitar lesson......... I LOVE MY GUITAR TEACHER!! HE TAUGHT ME HOW TO PLAY BEAUTIFUL AKON and TEAR DROPS ON MY GUITAR TAYLOR SWIFT ON THE ACOUSTIC GUITAR!! ONE DAY I BRING MY GUITAR TO PLAY TO THE CLASS!! THAT I PROMISE. Then i have to learn my drumming for competition lol. Then i composing a stupid song from my piano. Don't bother ask me to play, you will puke. Then I AM GONNA BUY A NEW CRAMPLER BAG YEAH!!! W00T!! I LOVE THIS MAN!!! Faruq was not one bit suprised.......... BUT NICHOLAS WAS!!! HEHE my new best friend lol!! he ROX!!! Matthew is going to his church today. I was like WOW!!! ALTAR BOY HEHE. ANYONE WANT TO GO TO CITY HARVEST CHURCH POST ME TY!!!

REMEMBER, THE GIRL HAS LIMITATION! You must not give up after 100 times or maybe 1000times because one day, you will rise as your reward. LOVING A PERSON GIVES COURAGE. LOVING SOMEONE GIVES STRENGTH!! BUT IN THIS SITUATION IS MORE LIKE: You must give up after 1 times as you know you are crap. Loving a person gives CRAP. Loving someone gives SHIT!!!

REMEMBER THAT IN MIND. Well errr i am like soooo crap now. i have nothing left me. My computer has no games. Well, actually to tell you the deepest and darkest secret, the reason why i loved to listen or to sing or to play BEAUTIFUL, AKON is because i would think of her. BUT NOW, MY FAVOURITE NEW SONG IS actually a song i used to hate(i am sorry if i offended anyone), TEAR DROPS ON MY GUITAR, TAYLOR SWIFT!!! Cause i had tear drops on my guitar before, seriously.


I miss Agassi. He was such kind hearted soul. He may have alot of acne and have botox face, but deep in him is actually good. I used to make fun of him real fucking bad but now he is my good friend that is leaving SINGAPORE!!! I actually got a SEC 2 boy who never wears spectacles in my class that is handsome for Yu Wan, its NICHOLAS. HE is very handsome serious. You may think i am joking, but he is actually a very funny person with a humourous personality. He is a very GOOD PERSON. WELL THATS IT FOR TODAY, TOO SAD TO POST TODAY. BYE BYE, happy EASTER!!

BOO HOO life suaks

I never made it. It SUAKS!! FUCK LA!!!!! SUCKS!!!!!!!!! I hate the way i do this. Talking to a girl is this hard. Well, this is what i would say i was had the courage. I would say"Hi, i am Putra. you must be yu wan. I am so sorry for what had happened on Friday, Monday,Tuesday and Wednsday. Even though i did try to talk to you on Tuesday, you did not respond. I really hope to understand if you would want to be my friend. Aggassi's leaving on Sunday, so i stressed him as he was your classmate in mother tongue. I am also sorry for that. I think we should hang out sometime. Well time Flys so i gotta go. Catch ya later.( with hand gestures.)"

But i never did. I tried my 50% to do all this. I just have no courage. Being courageous is very hard. BUT PEOPLE LIKE MATTHEW PETER SEOW a.k.a MATTHEW PUTRA SEOW, is a GIGANTIC FLIRT!!! Man i hate it. Well hehe Casia said that EN LI LOVE KOK HOE!!! HAHAHAHA. BYE AGASSI I WISH I COULD GET A CHANCE TO SEE U AGAIN. You left too early. I hope you would be one of the smartest in Hong Kong. I will try not to miss you. Well, i must remember something, SOCCER!!! 2e1 vs 2e2 ended with a 3-3 DRAW!!!

Well now for Nicholas. He is like my new best friend. I have 3 best friends now. Matthew, Faruq and Nicholas!!! I became best friends with him when i saw him in City Harvest Church!! WOOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well everythings gonna end as I FUCKING WAN TO POST IT!! Oh ya wait, go to our class 2e1 blog at wenotnerdyokay.blogspot.com. WELL ANY PROBLEMS WRITE ON TAGBOARD. SEE YA NEXT TIME

I must CONFESS!!!

Today is Thursday, the day where Yu wan never came to school. I have to apologize to her on friday for causing too much chaos to the sec 2 express class at 2e1 and 2e2. I also have to apologize to all the girls in sec 2express that i was stupid to do nothing but to ignore anything other people do. I feel quite useless right now. I had the help of my guitar teacher on how to apologize to yu wan. But i don't know if that will make her feel less shy as i am shy myself. I tried hard to play songs especially akon beautiful for fun lol.

well Life has to be tough. Everything must end the way it starts. Well i must build up my courage like the LION from the wizard of oz. I feel like i have to make things right. I have to feel like i am ready for these kinds of stuffs. I don't know if i am worthy enough to be her friend. I feel like i am quite hopeless. Chelsie, i am scared of u OMG. I AM SCARED OF U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WELL I MUST BE BRAVE. The first time talking to the person u like is like u got a heart attack at that point of time. U feel as if ur world will get collapsed. SERIOUS WELL NEVER BEFORE HAVE I WROTE THIS CONFESSION. But to be frank, i think i can only be friends with her.......... Life has to change one day. Well NEVER MIND I JUST WISH THERE IS NO TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!